ma - azi - today

és most nekiállok s félrebeszélek... ültem vasárnap este kényelmetlenül a fotelben – mert úgyis jól esett – s pörgött az agyam. leginkább azzal kapcsolatban hogy ha most nem fekszem le, akkor talán kinyúlik az idő s nem jön el a holnap? azért tervezgettem fehér éjszakát, mert hétfőn két töknehéz vizsgám volt és vasárnap este jó lett volna többet Tanulni. s ahogy ültem ott és bámultam bambán s csak pörgött az agyam, arra gondoltam, hogyha elméssz az északi sarkra például, akkor ott egy nap fél évig tart... teljesen nem lehet érezni hogy telik az idő. mert nekem világos, mikor virrad, fel kell kelni és menni – attól függetlenül hogy mennyit aludtál. mikor sötétedik meg este van. aludni kell, me' hanem nem tudsz felkelni – jó kis ördögi kör. de az északi sarkon honnan tudod mikor van itt a ma? ott ha eltelik egy nap akkor jön a tél. s reggelre már nyár van :P honnan tudják az ottani emberek mikor lehet/”kell” aludni? bár ott nincs is sok ember. meg az is fasza ott, hogy nincs kelet meg nyugat. csak észak van :P de végülis ezt is az ember találta ki. mert a Földön akárhová méssz, az Itt van.

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şi acum m-apuc şi delirez… stăteam duminică seara în fotoliu inconfortabil – fiindcă şi-aşa mă simţeam bine – şi-mi mergea mintea. mai ales în legătură cu faptul că dacă acum nu mă culc, poate timpul se întinde şi nu vine ziua de mâine? îmi plănuiam o noapte albă fiindcă luni am avut două examene super grele şi ar fi fost bine să Învăţ mai mult duminică seara. şi cum stăteam acolo şi-mi mergea mintea, m-am gândit că dacă te duci la polul nord de exemplu, acolo o zi ţine jumătate de an… nu poţi simţi deloc cum trece timpul. fiindcă pentru mine e clar, în zori trebuie să mă scol şi să merg – indiferent cât am dormit. iar seara trebuie să mă culc, altfel nu pot să mă scol – un adevărat cerc vicios. dar la polul nord de unde să ştii când a sosit ziua de azi? acolo dacă trece o zi atunci vine iarna. şi dimineaţa e deja primăvară :P de unde ştiu oamenii de acolo când se poate/”trebuie” să doarmă? deşi acolo nici nu sunt mulţi oameni. mai e cool acolo că nu există est şi vest. e doar nord :P dar la urma urmei şi acesta e un lucru inventat de om. fiindcă pe Pământ oriunde te-ai duce, eşti Aici.

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and now I'll let go and write some silly stuff... I was sitting uncomfortably in an armchair on Sunday evening – because I liked it anyway – and my mind was wondering around. especially about the fact that if I don't go to bed, then perhaps time will stretch out and tomorrow won't even come? I was planning a white night for myself because I was going to have two very difficult exams on Monday and I should've tried to Learn some more. and as I was sitting there just staring at nothing in particular, my mind wondering, I imagined, if you go to the North Pole for example, there a day lasts half a year... you can't feel time passing by at all. because for me it is clear, when the sun rises I must get up and go – no matter how much I managed to sleep. and when it darkens it's evening. I must sleep, because I won't be able to wake up – nice little evil cycle. but how can you know at the North Pole that today has arrived? up there, when a day passes, winter arrives, and in the morning it's already summer :P how can people know when you can/ “should” sleep? though there aren't many people there. an other thing that is cool about that place is that there is no East or West. it's just North :P anyway this was only made up by humans. because on Earth anywhere you go, you're Here.